oh. 

if I’m the effect of chaos and in turn, chaos is the effect of my actions..

could I then argue that chaos is a self sustaining entity and I am its self evolving product? 

and could I go further still and note that this applies to all of us without exception? 

could we handle that, I wonder? 

could we live knowing we’re the pawns of energy? 

but, wait- 

oh. 

-sc